Friday, December 15, 2006

Let's go back to the start

honey, you are a rock upon which i stand. i come here to talk. i hope you understand. ______ eyes, you're the spotlight, it shines upon you. and how could anybody deny you? i came here with a low, but it feels so much lighter now i met you. and honey, you should know i could never go on without you. _____ eyes :) honey, you are the sea upon which i float. and i came here to talk. i think you should know. _____ eyes, you're the one that i wanted to find. and anyone who tried to deny you must be out of their mind. it feels so much lighter since i met you.

( i was scared, tired and underprepared. how long must you wait for it? how long must you pay for it? i lost my head in thought of all the stupid things we said. i started looking for excuses. spider webs, i got caught in the middle. i started looking for a warning sign. i turned to run, in thought of all the stupid things i'd done. )

i look out my window to the silhouette of trees, stretched out as far as my eye can take me. above is an explosive strip of electric pink clouds - soft as they merge with the silhouette, the sunrise bursting through the top, making way to clouds, blue sky peeking through. it's beautiful. it's beautiful and i feel beautiful and god damn, nothing shall bring me down from my explosion in the sky, explosion in my heart.

The truth is... i'm tired, and feel so alive.
The truth is... i'm learning to love myself.


A RUSH OF BLOOD TO THE HEAD!!!

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