step a little closer each day...
all this has been such a mystery to me for so many years. and i feel like, by going through with this, finally putting forth that effort, i could discover so much more in myself. a family. where i come from. a sense of belonging to... more than this, this... nothingness. it's hard to really say what's going to come of this. but bye taking this step together, i already feel as though i'm closer to this which i've wanted for so longingly. to belong. how real, i don't know. but something. more than nothing. something that is mine. ours. our own mess. our own, disfunctional mess.
..so close, that i can't see what's going on.
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