everybody's just a stranger.

i miss the smell of the summer air.
i miss the excitement of waking up everyday to the sounds of the lake.
i miss missing the bus everyday to nl.
i miss belting it out to sheryl crow in your bright kitchen.
i miss staring at the stars at night.
i miss pencil crayons and colouring books.
i miss how happy i was listening to jewel.
i can't be happy listening to her anymore.
it's impossible without you.
without being there.
i miss our king.

i miss everything about who we are together.
i miss the real me you bring out in my scared self.

i fucking miss you.