there is an understanding, one that is unspoken. an unspoken understanding. words need not be said. glances thought to be one sided have now been deemed consentual, have now been locked and have delved deep within. she stares into the pools of his heart and feels his soul wrapping it's warmth around her whole entire body, relative to her soul, her entire being and existance. both out of breath and intensely shaky, she nuzzles as close into him as she physically can. he is soft. he is gentle. his eyes water when he speaks, as he speaks with great passion and nothing less. she closes her eyes to relish in their peace, in the feelings that in such a short time have blasted off beyond any concepts of time and space.

i was holding a blue flag. i was overwhelmed as tears started pouring down my face, all the while nuzzling into my new boyfriend. all this pain i have felt had been freed from the confinements i somehow managed to have created inside of me. he looked at me and i lost myself in his stare. i hoped than that his stare could be mine for much time to come. i will wish for that to be always.