its' the nature of the experiment.

man i'm soo sick of having parties every weekend. it's strenuous, things go missing, it's an excuse for too much sex, theft and messying up another's house without really being responsible. i really think i'm going to exclude myself from the festivities for a while. old teenage hopes lay at my door. mark's dad used to tell him before he changed the world, he should clean his own bedroom. well i set aside all my commitments and tore apart this shit hole. and now it's my time.