i've been doing this project for my world religion's class on the life of jesus. the 3 other group memebers are really very devout christians. at first, i felt very hesitant to even be in the group, i felt like all the information i was taking in was not only being taught but shoved down my throat. but as we progressed, i became more open to their ideas and concepts and overall faith. last night, we spent a lot of time going over material at brad's house. he comes from a very strong christian based home and i felt so much warmth entering his home. it made me miss the wholesome feelings that come along with having a real home. i never really feel like i'm at home here. i sit on the cough and get as comfy as i can, but i never feel at home.