i'm quitting smoking. by using that tense i mean i am in the middle of the act of doing so. i haven't had a cigarette since yesterday, i know, i know, big deal. but one day will turn into one, will turn into two, will be months down the road. these are my intentions. these are hard to follow through with. because when i go without for long enough, i develop massive headaches. but i musn't rely on these chemicals to feel at ease. life is beautiful. especially being rid of this filthy habit.