Love don't live here anymore...

the world is spinning around, you think after 6 years i'd learn how to put my foot down. everynight, you stumble in over my dreams. and this morning, for the first time since i frankly can't even remember, you were a stranger to me. i closed my eyes, and i didn't know you. i have never been so scared. i never understood how people could hate, could wish the worst upon someone. well, i fucking hate you. i hate everything about you. i hate the odd times you're nice, i hate when you call me names, i hate when you even look at me. i hate when smile, and i hate when you yell at her. i hate your cough, and i hate that you don't care. most of all, i hate that i was open to accepting you into my life. to be let down. once again. i don't know anything different. nothing ever changes. i'm sick of this constant cycle in motion. i'm sick of being sick because i lose my appetite. i'm done with compromising who i am, and who i want to be. you can't do this any longer. i'm putting both feet down. enough is enough.