hey unloving...

i can feel my throat closing, as these tears cascade down my face, stinging my eyes. my heart has fallen apart. i'm ripping at the seams. can't you see what you're doing? can't you see you're ruining me? i can't even take one of you, let alone the 3 of you attacking me like you did tonight. nevermind loving me. i want to run away. far away. i want to run forever. i want to go where no one knows my name, my face. because this will never be my home.