i wish i had someone to stay up all night with and read and smoke with. i miss those sleepovers. i guess i feel a hell of a lot better than i did hours ago - every one of us really needed to vent what was pent up inside. and i mean, i believe it stretches further but we all want to reach that same ideal, that same happiness but our pursuits are of variety. if we can all look into ourselves and realize this, than respect can be found. we're really no different from any other household, we just don't have a defined group dynamic. a mother doesn't pick up and sort out the laundry that gets mixed up. and obviously no one does anything unless they're motivated because well.. .. need i say more? we just need to work on this house and some ground laws, atleast for now. now's time for ourselves, a bit more space - physically, emotionally. but for now, i am slowly drifting off in this computer screen, finish is blurred.
school tomorrow, goodnight.