all the time we spent in bed...

miscellany on my mind. i'm doing great in my academic pursuits, contrary to last semester. which feels great, because i know my capabilities and was evidently not coming even close to meeting them. plus i have all these ambitions and goals that will never become a reality if i don't get out of highschool. i'm making a point of getting to bed earlier. there is always what you want to do, and what you should do. i've ignored the latter for what seems like forever. did you know that even though we spend 50 to 80 percent of our day listening to others, we only hear half of what is actually said and only understand 25 percent? words are so miniscule. words are so meaningless. it's not important to me to have a large amount of interpersonal contact. but to have quality and satisfying communication.

still i go to the deepest grave, where i go to sleep alone. counting miles before we said, fall in love and fall apart. things will end before they start. it is what it is.