There's no reason for despair.

One must realize that our life in this world will not become easier; on the contrary, it will become much harder, for we are late with our correction. Each time, this lack of correction comes back to us, pressures us, and forces us to start reforming ourselves.
This is why the faster we start rising above our egoism, the faster will we feel the world of Infinity, the flow of this endless life and love.