i just found myself crying for you. you may have a shortcoming too many in your life, but death i have never wished upon you. you always were such a baby when it came to going to the doctors. your life is of far too much worth, to so many, to be short-lived. i feel her pain, and i feel their confusion. nevermind not having a daddy your whole life, but being so young, and him being a faint memory. losing that part of your childhood, being robbed of it, it just brings me to tears.

wake up. please.