must surmount this obstacle. can and will and already have begun. i think not that it is too much to want him in bed with me tonight.
aside from this with little said and that being enough, i had a beautiful night with a girl from work named alex. it is wonderful to click with someone here. we really share many of the same ideals and thoughts in regards to life and simply being. i hope to find myself in her company more often, as i'm sure i shall.
the city has begun to look different. coming home felt new for the first time since i have arrived. i will slowly build my own life here. ahh, and this brings us to the beginning of this jibber-jabbish. surmounting the obstacle. sustaining myself, by myself.

all in time.