Love comes to you in unusual ways and now it can broaden your horizons like you never imagined. These next few weeks may offer you the opportunity to travel with a loved one, but even if this doesn't happen, remember that you can travel within the realms of your imagination. Use this time to lighten your approach to love.


seems fitting.

The excitement is still mounting, though I feel a bit of withholding today. I feel the need to conserve my energy and to reserve my feelings. I don't want to take those curves too fast, for I will end up in a ditch. I am confident that I will not push myself too hard; it's better to slow down in order to increase the odds of arriving safely.

for real.

If we encounter states of emptiness, indifference, and bad feeling, it means that our state already belongs to the next degree, which has not yet been corrected. Every situation begins in the dark. The day begins in the night; the vessels begin with the will to receive. Then they are corrected and receive the Light. Thus, every time we feel a new sensation of evil, we should be happy, because the next phase will be the reception of Light. There is no progress in the sensation of evil, because only the presence of two contradictory situations allows us to arrive at the middle line.

doof

simple. a random occurance. a smile on my face. a shining light. a mirror. a soul. a spark inside my heart. initial comfort. empathy. a wave of all things refreshing washing over me. peace and still.
happenstance.

i hate the night!! i thought all my energy would have been wasted but it most definitely was not. i still have found it impossible to sleep. it gives me time to dwell. yes, i'm not practical, nor rational. heartbroken.

the clock reads 3:26 a.m, and i've not a clue where you are in the sky. and i can't sleep. i don't think i ever realized how much i loved you until i was faced with living without you.

you're leaving on a jet plane

we're together though we're nowhere near.



i need to be okay on my own.

the truth is out there.

it is egocentric hunting season yet again.

i know it, because i can feel it in my bones. everything is different, but everything is fine. yet there lies so much discomfort in all this uncertainty, all this that's unfamiliar. i don't know how i feel so horrible this early in the morning. it's the last day of summer. but i'm saying goodbye to more than just the summer breeze. goodbye to the yellow light, to the drops of rain clinging to the trees, to the silence, to that feeling. everything is different, but maybe everything isn't fine.